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Ma chose française préférée devrait probablement être Tamaki Suoh. Il est extrêmement mignon pour un caractère fictif XDDD plaisantant tout de côté, j'aiment vraiment l'art. français.

Title: Silly Little Girl
Fandom: Ouran High School Host Club
Pairing: slight Tamaki x Haruhi
Rating: G
Summary: To him, she will always be the same silly little girl who broke the vase.
Warnings: super fluffy, un-beta'd. Slightly pointless futurefic.

( When Haruhi comes home from the market, there is a rather-suspicious-looking figure sitting on the steps of her apartment building )

Look at THIS: http://www.mangafox.com/manga/ouran_high_school_host_club/c072/29.html

EEEEEEEEEEEEEEH! *fangirl squeals* Isn't that just the cutest thing in the whole world? THEY KISSED they kissed they kissed! Tamaki and Haruhi kissed! *dances* I'm so giddy right now because they're my favorite couple EVER in ANY fandom, and they finally kissed. Who cares if it was an accident!? IT WAS STILL A KISS! A KIIIIIIIISS! I'm so happy that I'm going to icon this! It's so damn cute! I could just explode.

I'm so glad Haruhi isn't going to end up with Hikaru, also. I adore EVERY possible coupling in the entire series besides HikaHaru. It just rubs me the wrong way because he doesn't deserve her.

HURRY UP AND TELL HER HOW YOU FEEL, TAMAKI! HUUUUUURRRRRRRY!

So anyway, I spent the 4th with Kiona, Brittany, and Natalie. It was pretty fun, despite all the rain and the fact that I kicked a ball into a porch light and broke it ^^; We went to that festival thing in the park before the fireworks and ate constantly, since the food was all 50 cents... SO MUCH EATING! I felt so sick afterward, but I ate MORE anyway and felt sicker and KEPT eating. I love food DX And we played blackjack and watched fireworks and just generally had a good time. I discovered that I am NOT the card shark I once believed I was *lost EVERYTHING she bet* XD I'm just glad we got our stuff back after the game.

Oh, and before it got dark we lit smoke bombs, and they were so pretty. Kio-nana chased me with the lighty stick and so we made the others clean them up while she was chasing me ;_; I felt bad, but it was fun and we played hide and seek afterward. I don't think there's anything better in the world than being completely carefree and lighting dangerous fiery objects with friends. I felt so damn content being there with them that I realized "this is how life should be". They and Sammy and Carla are a damn family to me, and I hope I never have to give them up. The thought of not being able to laugh with them is a terrifying one. I just hope after they all graduate, we'll still see each other. Brittany is my sister, so we'll ALWAYS see each other. But... Kiona's going to be an optometrist and she and Nat are both joining the Navy. I just hope I don't lose them.

Well, anyway, for those of you also in America: how was your Independence Day?

YESTERDAY WAS ME AND hamwad's 7TH FRIEND-A-VERSARY! We've been friends for seven years now! Isn't that awesome!?!?!

Dear you,
It's been ages since I thought of you...
Of your cute laugh and your infectious smile.
Of the way you took the time to send me a dozen roses from an entirely different COUNTRY just because it was Valentine's day.
I remember when I said I had a crush on George Clooney and you panicked and said "Do you want me to get old too?" and were actually serious.

I miss the way I told you "we're just friends" over and over, and you pretended you didn't hear me and said "I love you".
I miss the way, despite how I said we were just friends, you made me promise you my first kiss XD

I'm sorry I said I couldn't be with you, and I do regret it now, to some extent. I hope you're happy now, and I wish you the best. You'll always be the first guy who ever gave a damn about me, and you'll always be special to me. I hope we can always be friends.

And yes, I still think you're ridiculous <3 some things never change. But you're the very best kind of ridiculous; the sweet, caring, kinda clingy kind that makes me smile. Thanks for everything. At sixteen, you really, really changed everything. I hope you still think of me now that we're all grown up.

love,
that girl

I went and spent more money, and guess what I bought...
this...e
and this little guy...
and this...
and this one

I can't stop buying those Iwako erasers. They're sooooooo cute!
Names:
Bunny-Teru
Bear-Hikaru
Bird-Piyo
Frog-Kumu

Wahg, I'm addicted. Actually, I'm just addicted to buying ANYTHING cheap.

I got rid of about half my clothes yesterday, and we went to my grandma's house for dinner. The ducks were really hungry, and there was this one with a hurt head who made these cute little peeping noises. She ate out of my hand! Britt and I named her Renge, but I'm not sure why anymore XD But she was so cute! I'm so glad ducks like me <3

Also, on Sunday my family played volleyball at the lake, and though I'm still sore, it was nice to spend some time together.

KIONA GETS HOME ON FRIDAY! I'm so excited and I can't wait to see her! This is going to be great. I missed her so much! We're going to do swimming and eat ice cream and jump and fly and go to the moon! OMG!

My fish, Pooky, died. I miss him and Michael Jackon. Why did it have to happen!?!? ;_; WHHHHHHHHHHHY!

My Ouran DVD's finally came today! 8D I'll scan the pretty, pretty box art and post it here soon. The three discs came inside a fold-out box, and on one of the box's flaps... there's a picture of Tamaki without his shirt on *nosebleed* It's funny though, because the box set is the Malaysian release, so on the discs and on the front of the box, it isn't Ouran high school, it's "Cromatle" high school, which is I guess what they translated it as for the release in Malaysia (it has Cantonese dubs as well as the original Japanese). I can't stop laughing about it, for some reason, because "Cromatle High School Host Club" sounds like some sort of Lifetime movie <3

So anyway, I might be doing something with Lisa tomorrow! I hardly ever see her, and any opportunity to spend time with her makes me one happy camper. I feel like squealing. We have such a good time together and always have since middle school when we met. We have the most random, hilarious inside jokes, and nothing is ever boring when I'm with her. There are also some "feelings" that I'd rather not talk about ^^; but yes, she's a dear, dear friend and I can't wait to see her!

In other news, I found out that my bestest friend Kiona (AKA Kio-nana or Kioes or Kyouya), is suddenkiss. I'm glad I can talk to her on LJ now, too. She and Nat are in Indiana for two weeks, which makes me want to weep. They need to spend the night as soon as they get home, because I miss them. A lot. At least Kio-nana called before they left, so it's not as traumatic XD I don't know what Britt and I are going to do while they're gone. We've been playing GTA San Andreas and watching Invader Zim, but eventually we'll get bored *dies*

I really, really need to write something, but it's almost 5 in the morning and I need to get to sleep ^^; sleep wins over writing in this case, because I need to be up before too late tomorrow.

PS: What do you guys want my next short story to be about? I'll write anything, basically.

'Night <3

So, the Strawberry Festival was a lot of fun. We ate Chinese food and wandered around getting sunburned. XD I loved spending the day with my family. I got these little soy melting cubes (strawberry scented) to put in my oil burner. They smell so good that I want to eat them, and they were CHEAP! 8D

After the festival, we went to the mall. I know I said I wasn't going to buy anything for a while, but they had... sales ;_; GOOD SALES! I got a pink striped fedora, a cupcake print makeup bag, a sparkly wallet, some multicolored eyeshadow, and a bunch of jewelry for under $10 all together. But then... then I came across these:

( possibly the cutest thing Japan has ever created )

This is just a quick entry XD I'm in the middle of watching that huge Degrassi marathon. It's so cool to see the old episodes and see the characters' appearances way back when. I started watching the show when I was a high school freshman, and it's funny to see how everything was back in the good old days. Damn, I can't wait for that new episode! In a weird way, I actually hope Holly J. doesn't get shot, though I hate her as much as most fangirls do. But I love Ellie ;_; she had better show up. and Marco.

So, the Strawberry Festival is tomorrow! 8D I can barely wait! It's going to be so much fun! We're going to the mall afterward and everything. We always get Chinese food at the festival and buy a bunch of useless stuff (candles, jewelry, etc.). I really hope the weather is nice tomorrow! It's been cold and rainy all week, but yesterday the weather got really nice. Let's hope it stays.

My Ouran DVDs arrived! I was in bed when the mailman got here (late night GTA session XD), so I have to pick them up on Monday at the post office. I'm so excited to see them! I love Ouran way too much.

So, Sapphire's birthday party in on Sunday, and I'm not going. I feel bad since she invited me, but she's Brittany's friend, not really mine, and I don't know anyone who's going to the party besides Brittany. I'm no good at parties, anyway. When did I turn into this hermity kind of person? DX *dies*

Kiona's not allowed to leave the house until Nat gets back from band camp, and then they're going to Indiana for 2 weeks. I miss them DX I'm starting to think their dad hates me and Britt, since he comes up with some stupid reason to say no when we invite them to do stuff. I also think he's a little crazy, but it's none of my business, so I won't go into detail. But yeah, he's getting weirder and weirder as time goes on.

This is the last day of my sister's school year, meaning that summer vacation starts tomorrow! 8D Which means I get to spend more time with her AND that it won't be obvious that only one of us is still in school so we can pretend to be twins again XDDDD

Also, tonight Kio-nana and Natsy and maybe Sammy are spending the night and we're going to to go to mall and cause chaos X3 I can't wait! I love hanging out with those guys! They're the people I feel most comfortable around. It makes me haaaaaappy!

At the moment, I'm talking to Savannah on messenger. We've been ranting about Gravitation and old friends from high school, which is fun. Her LJ is hikarunagisa, but I don't think she uses it much ^^; the only website we're both active on is Gurabiteshiyon, sadly. She's the person who first got me into anime (starting with Gravi), so I owe all of my current fandoms to her. Especially Ouran. She was like "WATCH IT WATCH IT WATCH IT!" for months until I finally did, and now I'm obsessed. I've really missed talking to her. It's been a while since our schedules coincided and we got to talk. It's just like the old times in math class XDDD

I really, really want to watch Hetalia, Kuroshitsuji, and Kyou Mara Maoh. Which one do you guys think I should watch first? 8D I'm already in love with Wolfram, so maybe KKM? <3

EDIT: So guess what I discovered?
INSTANT CHOCOLATE MOUSSE!
I didn't even think such a thing existed. So I made some just now. Tamaki would be jealous It's delicious and creamy and just amazing. I'm going to get sick eating it, I can tell.
Now I need a shower, because there was a little mishap with the blender and I'm covered in chocolate 8D

Title: Asayake (Japanese for "Morning Glow")
Fandom: Loveless
Rating: G
Warnings: None.
Pairing: soft, innocent Soubi/Ritsuka
Author's Note: This is a fic of gratitude for runedance, for all her hard work on translating my fic "Remember" into Russian, for sending me the Princess Princess art book, and for just generally being a kind and wonderful friend. YAY!

Here's that fic I wrote for you, runedance! <3 You're so kind and wonderful to talk to, and I hope you enjoy this ficlet! I started writing a huge, long, complicated fic, but since this is based on your drawing with all its soft, gorgeous simplicity, I decided to go in a different direction with something that fit the art's feeling better. I hope I succeeded! I had someone help me figure out what to title the lj-cut in Russian, just because <3

( Доброе утро рассказ )

So, guess what I did on a whim?
I was on Ebay, staring wistfully at the Ouran stuff...
And I bought the entire anime on DVD XD

It's Japanese/Cantanese(eh?) audio with English, Chinese, and French subtitles X3 The WHOLE SERIES for $40. I got Loveless and Hellsing for $18 for the whole series each, but $40 for subs is much better than $120 for the dubs (even though I love Vic as Tamaki). My DVDs (or is it just one disc? I couldn't really tell) should be here in 10-14 days, according to the seller. I'm so happy and excited! I know I shouldn't be spending money since I'm jobless and getting closer and closer to being broke, but.... I never buy anything! I'll be at the store and see something for $1, and I'm like "Can I really afford this?" (seriously, that's how frugal I am XDDD). So, I should really let loose now and then, I guess. Especially since now Kiona can come over and watch Ouran with me.

In other news, I posted the new Princess Princess chapter (volume 3 chapter 2) on Mangafox. You can read it here. Woo! I should be able to finish the scanning of the next chapter in a few weeks (it's hard to do it all in one sitting).

Also, I feel guilty because I just noticed that my well-thought-out Ouran OTP scheme exclues Kyouya (who is amazing). I've got Tamaki/Haruhi, Hikaru/Kaoru, Mori/Hunny, and... Kyouya. I love Kyouya/Tamaki and Kyouya/Kaoru, but they're not really OTPs ;_; Poor Kyouya. He's pretty cute with Kasanoda, but... he's still left out in a way. But, that's all irrelevant XD I shouldn't concern myself in the affairs of fictional characters. I'm crushing pretty bad on Tamaki, but that's irrelevant, too

( I don't really have glasses, I just think they look cute )

Kiona ended up not coming to Brittany's concert, and I'm pretty irritated. Brittany was scared because she had her FIRST solo, and instead of coming, Kiona blew her off DX WTF?

So, do you like the revamp of my layout? 8D The layout was originally by kisara_ryoma, and now that it's undergone a complete recolor and image revamp, I feel sorta bad, like I defaced her creation. But still... it's cute.

Brittany is sick, and I'm willing my immune system to be amazing. I will not be sick again! I just got over my cold, so no way. No way ever ever ever.

So, guess what? Yesterday, Shauna and Jared came to visit me! And guess what else? Shauna brought me a gift... the most amazing gift I have ever laid eyes upon. I am not even kidding. EVER.
( pics of gift behind the cut )

Also, yesterday, Pooky (my goldfish) swam down a tube in his tank and got stuck between the box tray and the bottom of the tank! But we ended up getting him out, and he was so hungry he ate twice as much as usual <3 Also, today I put lemon juice in my hair and sat in the sun XD I'm trying to lighten it for the summer.
Britt's choir concert is tonight, and I think Kio-nana is coming with me. It's going to be fuuuun!

And now, since my skin looks good today, I took some pics (and a pic of my mom cosplaying as Kasanoda from Ouran). See the charm on my bracelet? That's Bear-Bear! <3 He looks just like a teddy I used to have as a little kid, and so I'm terribly fond of him. *is a weirdo*
( my super earrings )

And that's all for now XD

So, I'm currently unemployed, and so I have nothing to do until my sister's summer vacation (June 6), when I'll be busy finally trying to get my driver's license. I have to finish all this by then XD I'll strikethrough, change the stars to flowers, and link to the things that I finish ◕‿◕

✿Ouran Kasanoda AMV to The Ting Tings' "That's Not My Name" click here to see it
✿Vampire fangs/blood photo click here to see it
☆Finish and color Kaname sketch
✿Loveless thank-you fic for runedance click here to see it
☆Loveless fic for darkpuppetloveless on DA
✿Scan Princess Princess volume 3 chapter 2 for Mangafox click here to see it
☆Ouran AMV for Lady Gaga's "Love Games"
✿Color sketch of Sophie (character from my vampire novel click here to see it
✿Write Psychic Power Nanaki ficlet (Nanaki x Ao) click here to see it
☆Write KanamexYuuki PWP scene fitting into volume 6
☆Ouran yaoi smut fic for Felix on Ouran High0 boards
☆Start on "Deathknight" webcomic
☆Attempt to write Tamaki x Haruhi smut ^^;
✿Finish angsty Akito ficlet click here to see it
☆Fill icon request for shadelassy

Status: 7/15 finished

This is just so I can keep track of it all. Wish me luck XDDDD

So anyway, I know a lot of you added me because you know me on fanfiction.net XD I do post some fanfics here, but for th e most part the entries here are about life/fandom rants/things I buy/memes. So, I made an account solely for archiving fanfics I write. It's thiswaytoheaven. If you want to read my fanfics, that's the journal to head over to. <3 It's also the journal where I'll post the lemons that go in fanfics I have going at FFN (since I can't post them there due to the guidelines DDDX). So, thiwaytoheaven, guys 8D

Also,OMFG yesterday I was at FYE and I noticed that they had volume 6 of Vampire Knight!! So I bought it, and... SHIKI! You'd better be okay, Senri-pie, or I'll gouge my eyes out! And.. KANAME-SAMA, you are so freaking sexy! ;_; every time Kaname shows up with his sexy hair and gentle eyes, I want to scream. He's way hotter than any fictional character should be. Totally fangirling over Kaname x Aido at the moment. Seriously..."I said I hated you because I didn't want to admit that... I like you!" That quote had me squealing. Also, when Takuma said to Kaname "Well he [Aido] IS in love with you..." my heart almost stopped XDDDDD OTP OTP OTP

AND, I'm probably cleaning out my old userpics soon (since some of them are from 2-3 years ago) to make room for new ones. So, you guys can feel free to go to http://www.livejournal.com/allpics.bml?user=moonchild10 and save any of them that you'd like to use anywhere before I remove them. I give you full permission ^^

Annnnnnnnd, thanks to runedance for sending me the Princess Princess artbook and therefore providing the image used in thiswaytoheaven's layout <3

XD I originally just turned this laptop on so I could listen to my playlist as I lay awake in bed, and now I'm all eljayaddicted again. It's so dark in here that it hurts my eyes ;_;

So today, I found some old videos on my camera that got recorded when I left it on way back when in Media Literacy class. I never really realized how much I got along with guys in that class vs. the girls (and a lot of places, actually). So, here's an excerpt that made me laugh:

Nick: I'm totally not voting for Hilary if she ever runs because she's a girl, and a girl president would suck.
Jake: NIIIICK! There's a girl here! *adorable worried face*
Calvin: Naw, Danie's not really a "girl".
Me: Yeah.

For some reason, that cracked me up XD
Damn, Jake was adorable. I really miss that kid! I miss all of them, actually. Especially Calvin, because he was one of those "pick you up and swing you around" kind of friends and he always tried to give me his gum after he was finished chewing it DX

I might have to post this in my journal on DA, because it relates to something one of my friends on there was talking about X3

"Into the cold
Into the pouring rain
never to be seen again
We're bruised and broken
I don't care, I don't care, I don't care
Because the tears that smear your makeup make you beautiful
To Cupid's poison arrows"
-Communique

So anyway, it's soooooo hot out today! <3 I've been sweating, but it's great, because it means that summer really is coming. It's cold forever in Montana, and usually it's not warm until mid July. But it's early this year! YAAAAAAY!

On the "mature" Ouran board I'm on, I RP as Tamaki, and he finally lost his virginity XD too bad it happened by him being raped by two people at once (Felix and Ira). It was funny, but horrible. But... they went to jail for raping him at least. Wow, we have random fun times XP I'm so happy that Kio-nana is Kyouya on that site, or it wouldn't be nearly as much fun! I just wish she was online right now. I should call her.

So guess what?
Nothing!
Har har!

My Cobra Starship hoodie got mud on it while we were in the woods, by the way! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! XD It needs washed anyway. I wear it way too much.

Less pointless entry tomorrow?

So, my dad got rid of our trampoline when we were spending the night at Kio-nana's house.
I'm so sad! ;_;
I'm going to miss it! It was so much fun in the summer.
Why did he do that? I hate how he never lets anyone else have a say in anything. He's like a Communist dictator.

But anyway, me, Britt, Kio-nana, and Natsy went exploring in the woods behind Kio-nana and Natsy's house. It was so much fun! We brought pocky with us and we had to crawl under a barbed wire fence. I got my dress caught on it XD We were on private property, and I was really worried we'd get into trouble, but we didn't. We saw a bunch of cows there, and there were calves! Among the trees, there were lots of wildflowers (mostly crocus and violets), and it was so pretty! We ate our pocky sitting on a rocky cliff thing overlooking a valley and watched the cows.

Then, while we were looking around later, a bunch of horses came running at us over a hill! O.O We ran from them and they chased us, and we climbed up onto a huge rock and just sat there for a while. The horses were grazing in the grass, and I waved at them and said "hi, guys!" and they all looked up, came over, and looked at us. So it was like "LOL, I'm Rin! 8D" (although to be honest Rin and I are kinda opposites). Soon afterward, they left without bothering us, and we crawled back under the fence and walked home.

Then we played Guitar Hero for the rest of the night and eventually fell asleep while we were randomly pretending to be the host club for some reason XDDDD it was pretty fun. We didn't wake up until noon today, and then we played Catch Phrase. Britt and I have inside jokes about EVERYTHING, so we won easily because the clues were simple. We have a psychic connection, I swear :3 When people first meet us, they assume we're twins (because I still look like a 15-year-old DX so we kinda look the same). When they find out I'm her OLDER sister, they think it's weird. I look younger than she does.

After we came home the day became pretty uneventful. I was really, really sick last night, and I couldn't stop coughing. My lungs and throat were so sore! But today I feel much better. I probably shouldn't have been running around in the wilderness while I've been sick for a week, but I don't care. It was so much fun that I don't really mind the consequences! I just love hanging out with my friends.

So, it was a pretty amazing weekend! And now, onward to the next week! I'm writing a thank-you fic for runedance and trying to learn to drive (finally). And that's all that's new <3

So anyway, this laptop came with Skype, so I signed up.I have 1 Skype credit, so I can't really do much at the moment XD But my Skype name is Cupcaketime, so if you're on there, feel free to search me and add me to your contacts.

I've had the hiccups all morning ;_;

I really need a new job. I have $90 to my name and I'm starting to feel like a bum because I never do anything. It's been forever since I got laid off, so then I went to work in my mom's daycare, which closed down. I applied at 5 places and only one called me for an interview, but they never called me back afterward. Am I just not employment material?

Also, I'm in love with Christian Bale's voice <3 It's so, so sexy! Have you guys heard him the Howl's Moving Castle dub? He makes SUCH A SEXY HOWL! Damn.