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So anyway, time for some shameless pimping. You guys know how I have my fanfiction journal (thiswaytoheaven) and my TamaHaru fanfiction journal (sugarysky) and my porny writing journal (chocolatelle)? Well, it came to my attention recently that I didn't have a journal for posting my original fiction. I used to post them here, but things got cluttered that way. So, if you guys are interested in reading my original fiction, my account for that is deadgirlsloveme, alright? :'D Woo!

So... I said I was going to upload some excerpts from my NaNo novel, and I didn't get around to it before because it sucks trying to pick non-spoilery parts that are also not boring XDDDDDD But here you go, have an excerpt (FYI, she was playing hide-and-seek):
( prepare to be partially entertained )

I <3 the blonde kid XDDD I also <3 writing about crossdressing. I've only written about male trannies before, so this is an interesting experience. This is one of those stories where you should never feel safe assuming someone's gender XD I'm sure a few of the guys have vaginas. Also, Alexander is my favorite heroine I've written so far, probably because of her weird fascination for bugs as well as her casual acceptance of her crazy situation.

In other news, I wrote a new TamaHaru fic :'D *gets shot for not working on novel*

I have tomorrow, as well as this weekend, off of work. I'm so happy! My endless reservoir of irritatingly explosive energy was actually starting to dwindle, which almost never happens. I have three days to refuel. Plus, as tradition dictates, on Saturday suddenkiss, kiramekineko (my little sister), and I are dressing up in formal gowns and going to Chuck E. Cheese's <3 I can't wait! Good lord, I just love my life so much XD

Also, I totally have 3 separate Haruhi cosplays all ready to do (normal uniform, outfit from when they went to the expo, and the dress from episode 26), so expect pics sometime soon *nerd*

Love love love, guys! *flies off*

( hur hur hur )

I find this kind of thing ridiculously entertaining, for some reason XD <3

In other news, I'm procrastinating like hell on my NaNoWriMo stuff ;_; I really need someone to get me back on track! *spazz attack* I'm just so tired after work that I plop down at the computer and don't think about it. WHY AM I SO UNMOTIVATED!?!? *drowns in a puddle of her own tears* I get distracted so easily. I'll get to work on writing now, I guess. I WILL FINISH NANO THIS YEAR, I HAVE DECIDED. I've just got to work hard.

PS: Am I the only one here addicted to Medium?

I took this from lovinjerryt <3

STEP ONE
- Make a post (public, friendslocked, filtered...whatever you're comfortable with) to your LJ. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fandom-related ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

- If you wish for real life things (not fics or icons), make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you. [Note: Your home address is not required!]


STEP TWO
- Surf around your friendslist (or friendsfriends, or just random journals) to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

- If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call. There are no guarantees with this project, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

My Wishes
1: an Ouran moodtheme
2: TamaHaru fanfiction of any length, variety, etc. Or fanart. As smutty or as innocent as you want... I just love this couple to pieces.
3: for someone to read Victoria Holt's "The India Fan" and go off on a huge rant about it with me... maybe fanfic with me? XDDD I've never met ANYONE who's read it, and it's my favorite book.
4: a Haruhi plushie?
5: Howl's Moving Castle on DVD
6: a really super cute Tamaki icon
7: a TamaHaru roleplay buddy?
8: a TamaHaru LJ layout just for me X3
9: to bake a really super fancy cake for someone on my flist and send it to them through the mail
10:a really in-depth review on one of my stories

Contact:
Myspace: http://myspace.com/moonchild10
Email: moonchild10@gmail.com
Cell: 406-661-1378


This is way too much fun XD make sure to repost this so I can grant some of your wishes, my dears. I love you all dearly, and this is totally an excuse to do a bunch of crazy stuff for you. Since I'm in 100+ communities, my flist gets a little crazy and I don't check it much. If you repost this, you should totally leave a comment for me letting me know so I can add it to my mems and grant your wishes! If you don't let me know, I might not ever find out.

My Granted Wishes So Far
♥1: an Ouran moodtheme from lifeless09
♥6: a really super cute Tamaki icon from lovinjerryt
♥7: a TamaHaru roleplay buddy, stefanie_k

^ Thanks so much, guys ♥

Holyshits, it's nanowrimo already and I have no freakin' clue what I'm going to write about *weeps* I have about a thousand ideas, most of which involve crossdressing. I'll probably just pick one of those.

You guys think I should write the story about the princess who pretends to be a prince so the sexy arrogant son of an evil witch won't become the next ruler of the kingdom? Because that on has a lot of promise as far as zany ideas to keep the story going even when there's not exactly anything plot-related going on. I've been meaning to write it since high school, but I've just been putting it off XD YES! Yes, I'll write that one!

What are you guys going to write about for it? Any craaaaaaaaaaaaaazy stuff going on in that department?

If you guys want to be Nanowrimo buddies, my profile is here <3 <3

BTW, my icon is amazing X3 arthoniel made it <3

I know I should be getting started on my nanowrimo stuff, but instead I'm writing a Kaoru x Haruhi fic *dies* I just can't help it...

So, I'm feeling tons better since I posted last! I still miss Fish, but I'm healing quickly, as usual. It's so selfish to be sad over her death when she was so old and so sick and in so much discomfort for the past few years of her life. I suppose I'm just lucky I got to know her!

I've been crazy busy this past week, going places with friends (which included the corn maze 8D) and getting ready for Halloween. I still have cookies to bake for demi_rabbit and flowing_darknes and I have an entry for Becca and Val's contest and I have some stories to write for assorted friends and past teachers. I have no idea how I'm going to get all of this done XD

I've been studying my hiragana heavily and diligently recently (katakana and kanji can wait for now). I've been thinking that if the time ever comes when I can self-sufficiently afford to go to college, I'd like to do it at the Takarazuka University Of Art And Design. It's a private university, which probably = Danie can't afford it, but SOMEDAY I'd like to because I'm sure I'll be able to get some kind of scholarship/loan along with paying for a lot of it myself. But who knows... I'm not the kind of person who has that much interest in the distant future. It's probably a silly dream and I'll end up going to college in-state if I go at all, but oh well. It's fun to dream.

In other news, I watched Burn After Reading, and it made me want to kill myself. It was the worst, most pointless movie I've ever seen. I still have no idea what it was about. Someone do me a favor and remove the memories of it from my brain DX

Also, I bought the most amazing pink plaid shoes :'D and I'm sick, which sucks, but oh well.

My cat died on Monday.

T_T I'm so freaking sad! I miss her so much! She was such a good friend to me and I don't know what I'm going to do without her. I had her for sixteen years, and she was really like a member of the family. Her name was Fish, which was a silly name for a cat, I know. She was one of the sweetest animals I've ever met.

So, those of you that I was chatting with on OH0/was supposed to call this evening, that's why I just kinda disappeared. Sorry! I brb'd and never came back, and it makes me feel like kind of a jerk.

Rest in peace, Fish. I miss you so much! D8

I've been working a lot so I don't think about it as much, and my hands are about ready to fall off DX the chemicals I clean with are really drying out my skin, and all that scrubbing is making my joints ache. I'm like an old woman already!

So, today I bought this freaking amazing scarf and hat that will keep me very warm this winter! <3 and since I bought something so very practical, I also had to buy a stuffed Hello Kitty in a kimono. She was just too cute to pass up! I was standing there pondering and this little girl came up to me and said (very matter of factly) "They never have that one. You should buy it"... and I did. It's far from me to disregard advice given by a child XD they're so much wiser than us "adults".

Also, when Brittany and I were at Taco Bell today eating outside (it was such a nice day today), this little blonde boy kept knocking on the window at me, and when I tapped back he would hide and then he'd come and do it all over again. It was sooooooooooooooooooooooooo cute! ;_; I almost exploded from the sheer adorableness of it! I didn't want to scare him, so I had to wait until we left to scream and jump around going "OMFG HE WAS SO CUTE!", which led to Brittany being like. "OMIGAWD you are such an idiot!!!111eleven"

In other news, I bought the rest of the Funimation Ouran DVDs DX suddenkiss and Natalie convinced me. I can't resist Ouran merchandise. It also came with this really cute Host Club calendar that I tacked up on my wall. BAW, I love the freebies that come with anime stuff. The dubs are really funny... Tamaki is SO FREAKING ANNOYING in them that we keep having to take breaks while we watch it. My mom was watching with us and she was like "So, is he gay, or what?" XDDDDDD and then she was like "OMG Haruhi's a girl WUT!?" she got so into it XP

I need to stop spending money! DX but work is going great (though it's hard, very unglamorous work being a maid), so I guess I can afford to stop being so damn cheap now and then. I need some new gloves, anyway. I'm tired of wearing my mismatched ones with holes in them.

Peace, kitties! <3

So yesterday was my 21st birthday!!!! Woooooo! I had so much fun! My family and I went to lunch (my sister skipped school XDDD) at a Chinese restaurant and we ate until we got sick! Then we went to the mall and we ran into Sarah and Lisa, who we hung out with all day and had an amazing time!!!!!! YAAAAAAAY! OMFG it was great! XD and I woke up in the morning and there were balloons everywhere, and streamers and stuff! OMFG!

Gifts
kiramekineko (my little sister): Death Note: The Last Name
Mom and Dad: Ouran part 1 DVD
flowing_darknes: a phone call!! And a video!
Lisa: socks! and butterflies in my stomach
shiningxsky: Tamaki Suoh (I'm not kidding)
Shauna: a battle of wits over the phone
demi_rabbit: a hilarious AMV
suddenkiss: a super fun sleepover/prostate exam
Everyone else: love and the best day ever!


We had lemon cake and peppermint chiffon pie at my grandma's house and I listened to kiramekineko play the piano XD she played this song about a Chinese laundryman, and it was really random. There was this almond on the floor, and whenever anyone farted, we blamed it on the almond.It was so funny!!!! I had the most fun birthday ever because of how much time I got to spend with the people I love! I even got phone calls from some that I didn't get to see, which was so nice! Also, my Haruhi cosplay wig came in the mail, which was an added bonus! I was wearing it earlier, and it's so nice not having my hair all over me that I'm contemplating cutting my hair that short XD but then the wig would be pointless.

And no, I'm still not going to drink alcohol <3

So, since shiningxsky gave me Tamaki for my birthday, that means I can dress him however I want *holds up skanky candy striper dress* >8D I smell fanfiction and one very disturbed Haruhi...

OMFG I colored the best scene ever (LOOK OUT FOR SPOILERS!)
( ready for an OTPgasm? )

I SCREAMED SO MUCH DURING THIS SCENE THAT IT WAS SO TOTALLY NOT EVEN OKAY! SO CUTE OMFG TAMAHARU FTW OMG OMG OMG *shot*

Do you like it? XDDDDDD

So, I had a really fun sleepover with suddenkiss (Kiona) this weekend, but I'll post about that tomorrow because right now, I'm excited about something so totally awesome...

OMFG LOOK WHAT yurecia DREW FOR ME!!
( picture behind the cut )

Oh my gosh, isn't it gorgeous and sexy and amazing!?!?!?? I could stare at it all day long! I am one very, very happy fangirl! @_@ that picture makes me so very happy! HOLY DOUGHNUTS, I can't stop jumping around. He looks so hawt touching his hair and tie like that XDDDD Tama-sama is totally my bishie of the year.

DAMMIT, I'm so freaking grateful! yurecia totally owns my soul now (sorry Kiona, you'll have to share, even though you did buy it fair and square).

OMFG OMFG!

I will not get sick! DX I'm starting to, I think. I got 12 hours of sleep last night and I've been popping Airborne like candy and drinking a ton of fluids, including juice with 100% daily Vitamin C. If I end up sick, fate just obviously hates me. I'll do my best to stay healthy.

Also, look at this noise:
( HOLY CRAP )

It was in my ROOM the other night. My bedroom. It's so freaking huge! What in the world kind of demon monster spider gave birth to the egg this thing came out of!? I don't even live in a rural area, so I'm absolutely baffled as to where it came from and how it managed to grow so big. Does anyone know what kind of spider it is?

Also:
( lololololololol it's Ouran )
It's been a while since I watched Ouran, and now I'm remembering how funny it is all over again... especially in English because of Haruhi's voice. Caitlin Glass is so freaking adorable!

I might have to buy that paid account, because I found a bunch of amazing new icons that I want to use. I run the risk of rotating all of my userpics AGAIN (it's been what, a month?) to make room for all these awesome Ouran ones. It's becoming my #1 fandom all over again.

So, I was riding my bike today, and I rode by this really, really ridiculously sexy blonde guy. He was so damn attractive, to the point that I wondered "am I suddenly in a shoujo manga?". And this really, really ridiculously beautiful boy SMILED at me, and said "hi!". So, naturally, I gathered myself and said hi back... at which point my skirt got caught in my bike and I wobbled around, trying desperately not to crash into a tree or a rock or a street sign. All the while, mister-too-pretty-to-exist-in-this-dimension was watching like "O.O". I managed not to crash, and at least he didn't laugh... he just seemed concerned. Pride wounded, I just kind of sighed and rode away. And so, what did we learn?

✿I should not ride a bike in a skirt
✿I should not flirt on a bike
✿Maybe I shouldn't flirt at all?
✿Life does not = shoujo manga, which means pretty boys + me does not = good times
✿...????
✿I'm sure there's something else, but I'm tired
✿Skirts are a pain in the ass

In other news, my family had a garage sale, and I made over $100. Which means that finally, finally finally, I will be able to BUY things. I've been broke for so long! Today, I went to Taco Bell and had a crunch wrap, which tastes even better knowing that I didn't scrape change from under my bed to pay for it/I'll be able to buy other things and have not just spent ALL my money on food that is bad for me. YAY!

Also, do you guys think it would be lame of me to spend x-many dollars on a paid account for the sole purpose of not having to rotate through userpics and being able to have as many as I want? Relatedly, my new userpic is the cutest thing in the world. I made it myself, after FINALLY learning that I have an image editing program on this laptop ^^; It's made from art from an Ouran poster that I might buy, along with a Hello Kitty one. My room is pink, so I'm trying to find posters that go well with it. Though to be fair, none of the posters I have now match XD Rocky Horror and pink don't really mix, but I love it more than I love matching.

PS, I've been online for 2 hours and I haven't accomplished ANYTHING DX

PPS, now my TamaHaru fics have an archive --> sugarysky

PPPS, PHHHHHHHHHHHHHHT <3

So look at this: http://zhurnal.lib.ru/g/goncharowa_t_a/penetration.shtml

Apparently, another one of my Loveless fanfics, this one called "Penetration", has been translated into Russian! I would have preferred the translator had told me they were translating and reposting my fic, but I'm ecstatic! I'm so happy that so many of my stories are reaching the Russian-speaking community. It is my hope that someday, all of my work will be available in a ton of languages so I can hopefully touch the lives of every person possible. I want to change the world through writing, and I feel a little close to doing that every time I get a review XD

I don't have much to say at the moment, so I'll post later when I have more interesting things to say!

Edit: and here's another one! http://planeta.rambler.ru/community/aoyagi/50355666.html

That one is my huge multi-chapter Loveless fic "Goodnight Butterfly". This translator DID have permission from me ^^ I'm really, really excited about this one, since the fic is kinda my magnum opus.

ANOTHER edit: OMFG!
Here Goodnight Butterly is again, translated into Russian: http://slashyaoi.borda.ru/?1-9-90-00000256-000-0-0-1244977180
This time, it's more than just the first chapter! <3

Again: http://www.diary.ru/~gtyrf/?order=frombegin

Okay, first off...

( cut for Ouran spoilers )

So anyway, with much trial and error and paint in my hair, I finally finished painting my room! It's so overwhelmingly pink that I want to scream whenever I enter it. The walls are bright, bright bubblegum pink and the trim and furniture is the color of a creamsicle, which is a stunning but overwhelming combination. The only bad part is that my dad decided to put a HALLWAY in my room, taking up about a fourth of the space. And guess where it leads? The kitchen. Before the hallway was put in, there was a door into the kitchen in my room. I wonder what made my dad decide "screw just a door, we need a random hallway here". What the hell? So, now I'm not going to have room to do much in my room, but it's still my room, and I love it ^^ I'm going to get a few new posters to cover up some of the overwhelming pink. I'll have to post pics of the room when it's all put back together.

My new computer should be here on Tuesday, and I'm so excited! 8D It's going to be so cool! I love my laptop, but the screen is kinda tiny, and the only feature that works on it is the internet *le sigh* I knew I should have saved up and bought a better one, but I got too excited about how cute this one was and bought it without thinking. It was cheap, and that was that. So my new computer should be amazing, since it has 3 times the memory of my old one and isn't 12 years old XD

On another note, I really, really need a job ;_; I wish someone would hire me...

Well, I'll be sure to update if anything worthwhile happens XD toodles

Poll #1451897 how should I cut my hair...
Open to: All, detailed results viewable to: All, participants: 4

So, my hair looks like this right now: http://i267.photobucket.com/albums/ii307/Meikyou/Pictures%20of%20me/DSC_5725.jpg and I want to know how you guys think I should cut it...

I really want to bleach it blonde, but I'm not sure if it would look good ^^;
If you selected "other", please comment below.
I really need you guys' help on this.

"Never give up"

So guess what? Great news! I'm GETTING A NEW COMPUTER! Mine died (RIP Soubi Grindelwald Severus Zelda Esquire), and we needed to get a new power supply for it (which would be about $160), and then the company told us about how they had these computers with a 3-times bigger hard drive than mine that had been used by a corporation, that are a year old, and they cost $250! Isn't that amazing!? They're going to transfer everything from my old computer to the new one and make my external hard drive work with the new one and everything. I'm so happy! The only bad thing is that I have "Pico and Chico" on there, and I hope they don't get me in trouble for it XD I actually only kept it because the art style is so much like Princess Princess, which I love. You guys think they're going to look through my stuff? ^^;

Also, I FINALLY finished The Deathly Hallows ;_;
( cut for spoilers )

I'm painting my room pink with orange trim this weekend, and I found a quilt that matches perfectly and comes with matching pillowcases. It's way too cool! I can't wait to see what it all looks like when I put my room back together.

Well, I guess that's about all for now ^^ 'night, guys!

So, my sister and I did a little Venture Bros. roleplay over Gaiaonline, and this is what it resulted in...

Brock is a homo with a sailor mouth, Hank won the lottery, and Rusty has an exploding head!

( Rusty Venture is a force to be reckoned with at breakfast... )

Tomorrow, tomorrow
I love you tomorrow
It's always a day away

On a more relevant note, yesterday for dinner we had tacos, and I was SO hungry that I ate the entire thing even though it tasted funny. Soon afterward, my mom informed me that the meat in it had gone bad DX I didn't want food poisoning, so I went in the bathroom to make myself throw up. Apparently I don't have much of a gag reflex, so I had to stick most of my hand down my throat, and I ended up cutting up my throat and soft pallet with my fingernails. I was bleeding a lot, and I didn't realize it was because I'd cut myself, so I was like "DID THE BEEF KILL ME!?!?"
So yeah, it was an ordeal.

Kiona and Natalie get home from their vacation tomorrow! I'm so excited to see them. I've missed them so much. It's been so lonely with them out of town, and Britt and I have been getting on each other's nerves XD BAM POW, this will be great!

So guess what? I'm buying the following piece by yurecia. Look at it:

( cutest thing in the world )

ISN'T IT CUTE!?!?!?!?!??! I can't WAIT to get it!

Also, Kat Von D. is so sexy, but she is such a BITCH. What is her damn problem? Just because it's your tattoo shop doesn't mean you have to act like God, lady. What right do you have to get mad at Audry for renting a bouncy castle? It was a friendly gesture. Bitch.